i can’t fight this feeling anymore
Posted by: queenrhea on: April 18, 2010
I can’t fight this feeling any longer.
And yet I’m still afraid to let it flow.
What started out as friendship,
Has grown stronger.
I only wish I had the strength to let it show.
And even as I wander,
I’m keeping you in sight.
You’re a candle in the window,
On a cold, dark winter’s night.
And I’m getting closer than I ever thought i might.
And I can’t fight this feeling anymore.
I’ve forgotten what I started fighting for.
It’s time to bring this ship into the shore,
And throw away the oars, forever.
My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you.
I’ve been running round in circles in my mind.
And it always seems that I’m following you, girl,
Cause you take me to the places,
That alone I’d never find.
And even as I wander,
I’m keeping you in sight.
You’re a candle in the wind,
On a cold, dark winter’s night.
And I’m getting closer than I ever thought I might.
Cause I can’t fight this feeling anymore.
I’ve forgotten what I started fighting for.
And if I have to crawl upon the floor,
Come crashing through your door,
Baby, I can’t fight this feeling anymore.
my ophthalmologist said…
Posted by: queenrhea on: March 15, 2010
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Udah 4 hari belakangan mata kanan gw sedikit mengganggu. Merah, berair, bengkak, dan belekan cukup banyak kalo pagi 
Akhirnya tadi siang pergi deh ke dokter spesialis mata ditemenin sama hubby, setelah nunggu 45 menit karena dokternya ngaret (huhhh) masuklah gw ke ruang periksa yg cukup gelap.
Dokternya sedikit galak dan tidak bersahabat, jadi takut gw mau ngomong… Berpindahlah kepala gw keatas mesin Funduskopi, dan di keker2 sama dokternya… Abis itu ditetesin cairan Fluorescent, sehingga pandangan gw berubah jadi kekuningan dan dikeker lagi ma dokternya.
And then he said… Matanya ga boleh kena angin, debu, sinar matahari dulu ya, kena radang conjunctiva (kelenjar air mata). Jadi kalau seminggu merahnya gak hilang balik lagi kesini (mudah2an ga ya dok, soalnya dokter serem sih… mahal pulaaa…). I’mshock coz i spent almost half million for the doctor, service, and medicine ughhhh…. nyekek abis!
treatment day \^^/
Posted by: queenrhea on: March 14, 2010
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Lovely sunday..
I wake up so late this morning.. If hubby don’t ring my blackberry at 10.30 maybe i still stick on my pillow. He call me on the way to his futsal time, and me with a sore voice answer with ‘heh? What time is it?’
I write this post while I’m doing hair nourishment treatment at Poetré ciputat, before this i got totok aura wajah. This Poetré place in ciputat were a franchise wax & spa & salon from a famous actress Wulan Guritno.. At my first visit here about a month ago, i take the half leg, under arm, and bikini waxing treatment for the first time in my life, ugh sooo freaking hurt but addicted hahaa i think i’m gonna do that again..
I come again about a week after that, doing facial + totok aura wajah, so far i like this place, so cozy, friendly, clean, and have a good sense of music (jazz all the time). Both treatment and service are great, so do the price are reasonable..
And today, i take the package of totok aura wajah + hair nourishment (hair spa) for IDR 125.000 (in weekdays they have 20% discount for all treatment).
Okay, they have to wash my hair, see u guys..
update from my BlackBerry
Posted by: queenrhea on: March 14, 2010
this is a test.. Updated from my blackberry in my bed.. 
if you’re ask..
Posted by: queenrhea on: March 13, 2010
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By the way,
Some of you may recognize me from my old blog, the www.rhearachman.blogspot.com blog, haven’t update it like a year… why??? i think it’s because i don’t have the idea of what to write…
Since my dad passed away for almost a year next april, my world feels upside down… i don’t wanna write something on my blog coz im afraid i write in a mellow way… i don’t have the courage to start my pending dream… lots of…
But now, with a holly word Bismillah i’ll try to lighten up my path… i’ll take the lead what my dad wants me to be… try to be a better, greater daughter for my lovely dad.
Need supports here… will you?
… i miss u daddy so much, never stop cried a tears reminds you…
this lovely sightseeing Wamena, Papua my daddy ends his journey
the best daddy in the world, see you dad...
all about PINK!
Posted by: queenrhea on: March 13, 2010
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Last week we’re going to Mega Bazaar Computer on JCC, my hubby wants to buy a new laptop for his pleasure 
Macbook Air for sure… After 3 hours we browsing in JCC, finally (as usual) hubby didn’t buy anything… But he got me a Sony Vaio netbook, color: SHOCKING PINK! ooowhhh, what a beautiful lovely pink thing i have… love this cutie very much! *smooch*
Love my new Cutie
| Platform | Netbook |
| Processor Type | Intel Atom Processor |
| Processor Onboard | Intel® Atom™ Processor N450 (1.66 GHz, Cache 512 KB) |
| Chipset | Intel NM10 |
| Standard Memory | 2 GB DDR2 SDRAM PC-6400 |
| Max. Memory | 2 GB (1 DIMM) |
| Video Type | Intel® Graphics Media Accelerator 3150 256 MB (shared) |
| Display Size | 10.1″ WXGA TFT |
| Display Max. Resolution | 1366 x 768 |
| Display Technology | LED backlight |
| Audio Type | Integrated
|
| Speakers Type | Integrated
|
| Floppy Drive | Optional |
| Hard Drive Type | 320 GB Serial ATA 5400 RPM |
| Optical Drive Type | Optional |
| Modem | Optional |
| Networking | Integrated |
| Network Speed | 10 / 100 Mbps |
| Wireless Network Type | Integrated |
| Wireless Network Protocol | IEEE 802.11b, IEEE 802.11g, IEEE 802.11n |
| Wireless Bluetooth | Integrated
|
| Keyboard Type | QWERTY 82 keys
|
| Input Device Type | Touch Pad |
| Slot Provided | Not available |
| Card Reader Provided | Secure Digital, SDHC, Memory Stick, Memory Stick Pro |
| Interface Provided | 2x USB 2.0, VGA, LAN, Audio
|
| O/S Provided | Microsoft Windows 7 Starter |
| Battery Type | Rechargeable Lithium-ion Battery |
| Power Supply | External AC Adapter |
| Dimension (WHD) | 267.8 x 27.5-32.4 x 179.6 mm |
| Weight | 1.19 kg
|
howdydoo…
Posted by: queenrhea on: March 12, 2010
howdydoo… juz try this wordpress…
